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土曜日, 4月 30, 2005
its just me
i have always bin putting everyone before me. but you made me learn. hit me hard on the head. made me think well. made me think hard. it's my life. i had 14 years of being a pushover. and i shed tears cause of failing to please others. what for?! you woke me up. all those that i've givin up for just wern't worth it.
I just wanna live
Don’t really care about the things that they say
Don’t really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live
spilt it.
I just wanna live
Don’t really care about the things that they say
Don’t really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live
spilt it.
whatever?!
if you don't like what im doing, tell me so earlier ok?!
spilt it.
spilt it.
金曜日, 4月 29, 2005
sports day[friday]
well, nothing much to say really. cause im not that enthu this year... all i know is, after sports day, i fell in deeper love with the night time school. i just didn't want to leave the school. >.< i wanted to just sleep over night there! oh man! if only my mom dont mind my absence i might have really stayed in school!
spilt it.
spilt it.
木曜日, 4月 28, 2005
siao[thursday]
haha. gone mad in the hall today. was high on sugar i guess. me and chai was singing and singing the songs in st nicks for tomorrow, like jesus loves the little children and all those kind of songs. then started singing "with crist in the vessel we can smile at the storm" lol. and P5 camp songs. and even this silly sadistic jingle bell song that i made up when i was P5. lol. i cant believe that i can still remember how to sing. jolene, sitting in front of us, was giving us those kinds of "siao/these psychos" face. hahahhaha. i was really going crazy. keep singing and singing and even "shouting" my house cheer at the other house[chai, jo]. too crazy, to crazy xP
dashing through the snow, in a pair of broken skies,
over cliffs we go, crashing into trees!
the snow is turning red, i think im almost dead.
send me to the hospital, before i loose my head! oh!~
spilt it.
dashing through the snow, in a pair of broken skies,
over cliffs we go, crashing into trees!
the snow is turning red, i think im almost dead.
send me to the hospital, before i loose my head! oh!~
spilt it.
水曜日, 4月 27, 2005
sch? [wednesday]
lol. didn't go to school again. zhuag sms-ed my mom about tmr's test. [wen2 zhang1 nei4 rong2 da4 yi4 ta1 yao4 qin1 chu3. hou4 mian4 de4 *what?* he2 ying4 yong4 yao4 kan4 kan4](chinese hanyupinyin) just what is that about?
spilt it.
spilt it.
火曜日, 4月 26, 2005
trial run for sports day[tuesday]
whole school was wearing our house t-shirts so the whole school was so colorful. red, blue, green, yellow all over the school. assembly was a usual but we were standing in our houses as blocks on the feild and erm.. well.. marched, danced, cheered, and all that sportsday thingie. nothing much today really.
well, thought that we would be donig the ppt again for the weiqi thing. but w00t! we FINALLY get to play weiqi again. FINALLY. and *sobs* april is still winning. haiz. im her school xue jie, she my weiqi xue jie. but at least i learmt alot from her.
spilt it.
well, thought that we would be donig the ppt again for the weiqi thing. but w00t! we FINALLY get to play weiqi again. FINALLY. and *sobs* april is still winning. haiz. im her school xue jie, she my weiqi xue jie. but at least i learmt alot from her.
spilt it.
月曜日, 4月 25, 2005
2.4 test[monday]
omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg
its the 2.4 run test omg omg omg omg omg omg
and i was jelly-ing in my legs and butterfly-ing in my stomach and having every other symptoms of nervous-ness before the run.
man. i feel so guilty. Kell, shann, ess, ying them were cheering on me. first time i had so much moral support in my life. i felt so (fill in word here) [dunno what word to use] that i told myself that i must must must MUST at get less than 14mins [less than last year] for all the support that they gave me. but ARGH! i cant believe what i've done! i have no idea what was going on in my head, i actually walked!!! Kell tried to stop me from walking by "MEI!GO!" and pushing me.
seriouslly, i could not have gotton more support than that from her but wth, in the end i still walked... deborah pushed and ran the last round with me too. oh man, you guys, i love u all. [Ii Love You Three Wisdom!]
im so sorry kelly! and everyone else that supported me too. To make it up right, next year, i'll show you guys that i can do it for less than 14mins!!
spilt it.
its the 2.4 run test omg omg omg omg omg omg
and i was jelly-ing in my legs and butterfly-ing in my stomach and having every other symptoms of nervous-ness before the run.
man. i feel so guilty. Kell, shann, ess, ying them were cheering on me. first time i had so much moral support in my life. i felt so (fill in word here) [dunno what word to use] that i told myself that i must must must MUST at get less than 14mins [less than last year] for all the support that they gave me. but ARGH! i cant believe what i've done! i have no idea what was going on in my head, i actually walked!!! Kell tried to stop me from walking by "MEI!GO!" and pushing me.
seriouslly, i could not have gotton more support than that from her but wth, in the end i still walked... deborah pushed and ran the last round with me too. oh man, you guys, i love u all. [Ii Love You Three Wisdom!]
im so sorry kelly! and everyone else that supported me too. To make it up right, next year, i'll show you guys that i can do it for less than 14mins!!
spilt it.
土曜日, 4月 23, 2005
computer[saturday]
omg, freaked me out... on my com today and it was running fine. start-up music was playing, and then the monitor showed me a blue screen saying something like "C-drive cant be read" or something like that. pressed the reset button and it got stuck at the black page of the startup -.-
great.. lots of resets later still the same.
only after i shut it down and wait and on it again did it finally work. but things still tend to hang. that was freaky. having finance prob, $150 flew away last night cause of mom, and now the com decides to "break down" to freak me out...
spilt it.
great.. lots of resets later still the same.
only after i shut it down and wait and on it again did it finally work. but things still tend to hang. that was freaky. having finance prob, $150 flew away last night cause of mom, and now the com decides to "break down" to freak me out...
spilt it.
金曜日, 4月 22, 2005
2.4[friday]
argh, so pissed today.
for recess, i went to run 6 rounds to "train" for the monday's napfa. i thought that if i could at least FINISH that damn 6 rounds without stopping, it would be good enough.... but ARGH!! i stopped at my 4th round!! i actually stopped! wth!? i rested at the side of the track... well, of course i cant accept it so i went back to finish that 2 rounds. after 1 round, i stopped again!!! this is sickenning.. forced myself the last round and guess what. to include all that stopping [incase i stop during the test] and seriouslly, i cant be more dissapointed than today.... it's like... HALF AND HOUR!!! argh. f*** this.... the test is in 3 days time. if i DARE not get my A, i'll fail the test and train more before my re-test and i MEAN IT. shoot, forgot to train for my pull-up.. need 19 to get that A... ... ... ... ... ... ...
spilt it.
for recess, i went to run 6 rounds to "train" for the monday's napfa. i thought that if i could at least FINISH that damn 6 rounds without stopping, it would be good enough.... but ARGH!! i stopped at my 4th round!! i actually stopped! wth!? i rested at the side of the track... well, of course i cant accept it so i went back to finish that 2 rounds. after 1 round, i stopped again!!! this is sickenning.. forced myself the last round and guess what. to include all that stopping [incase i stop during the test] and seriouslly, i cant be more dissapointed than today.... it's like... HALF AND HOUR!!! argh. f*** this.... the test is in 3 days time. if i DARE not get my A, i'll fail the test and train more before my re-test and i MEAN IT. shoot, forgot to train for my pull-up.. need 19 to get that A... ... ... ... ... ... ...
spilt it.
木曜日, 4月 21, 2005
badminton[thursday]
had "half day" today. until 12
went to support our st nicks bt! xD was cheering for them. then started waving the sch flag.[with jolene, chaiyu, celine and charlene] at first went to the back, high up there, behind all the other people and wave and wave and waveeeeeeeeeeee the flag. hah. at least im creating a better ventilation in that stuffy place xD but hah, im so clumsy that i either hit the window behind me or the people that were sitting infront >.< [sry everyone] then jo thought that it would be better to be more.. erm...... attention seeking?? (craps) to each stand at each corners of the errr... specstator stand to wave the flags xD
well at least the space is much bigger now and i wont hit anything [started hitting myself T.T]
spilt it.
went to support our st nicks bt! xD was cheering for them. then started waving the sch flag.[with jolene, chaiyu, celine and charlene] at first went to the back, high up there, behind all the other people and wave and wave and waveeeeeeeeeeee the flag. hah. at least im creating a better ventilation in that stuffy place xD but hah, im so clumsy that i either hit the window behind me or the people that were sitting infront >.< [sry everyone] then jo thought that it would be better to be more.. erm...... attention seeking?? (craps) to each stand at each corners of the errr... specstator stand to wave the flags xD
well at least the space is much bigger now and i wont hit anything [started hitting myself T.T]
spilt it.
火曜日, 4月 19, 2005
bak to sch[tuesday]
omg omg omg. im am soooooooooooooooo behind class... i have no idea what is going on for bio!!! what drugs? what symptom? what effect?! what are they talking about? and why are they going throught the chapter so fast? man.. i want bio tuition... and darnit, i got to be the LUCKY one to have my bio file checked tomorrow! and i just HAD to loose my worksheet......... -.-...
well, ponned cca halfway xD and went to play piano. keep prac-ing 1000miles and that... that erm...................... that that that that.... argh. some music by nobuo uematsu.. jiu shi le.... at least i conquered that family lounge piano!!! xD w00t!! yeah! every since that day, dat friggin *beep!* day, i must master that damn family lounge piano! i dun like it... cyber cafe piano is so much nicer xD. i love it to bits!
how i wish that i have a piano that is like the cyber cafe one :3
spilt it.
well, ponned cca halfway xD and went to play piano. keep prac-ing 1000miles and that... that erm...................... that that that that.... argh. some music by nobuo uematsu.. jiu shi le.... at least i conquered that family lounge piano!!! xD w00t!! yeah! every since that day, dat friggin *beep!* day, i must master that damn family lounge piano! i dun like it... cyber cafe piano is so much nicer xD. i love it to bits!
how i wish that i have a piano that is like the cyber cafe one :3
spilt it.
月曜日, 4月 18, 2005
huh?!
Is it just my com, or are the previous posts in different sizes? cause i remember that i always choose the same font and size. why on earth is it in so many diff sizes???
spilt it.
spilt it.
sch?[monday]
Oh great... another day i didnt go to sch... monday... the day im suppose to run 6 rounds......... T.T guess ill run tomorrow recess or lunch.
and i missed out in doing compo in class... darn. im so behind class. should have went to sch.. argh. nvm. i can catch up.
well, at least the class web is "taking shape" now. but i still cant get the font i want!! it's suppose to be right? but it aint responding! and there are many more info that i havent put in there yet, like the classmates for eg. well, it's better than it was 2 days ago. alot "better". www.freewebs.com/threewisdom
spilt it.
and i missed out in doing compo in class... darn. im so behind class. should have went to sch.. argh. nvm. i can catch up.
well, at least the class web is "taking shape" now. but i still cant get the font i want!! it's suppose to be right? but it aint responding! and there are many more info that i havent put in there yet, like the classmates for eg. well, it's better than it was 2 days ago. alot "better". www.freewebs.com/threewisdom
spilt it.
土曜日, 4月 16, 2005
classweb[saturday]
saturday, no school... >.<
i had tried making a class web sometime early this year and kinda gave up and left it there to rust.. so bored today so i tried fixing it up a little more. but man! i dont know what to do with it! so just erm... referred to onewisdom's web and made it like that xD
and now i have got to get hold of our namelist!!! shall go dig it out of teacher's table on monday.
the web is so darn blank now with like... NOTHING inside... i really need help from some of you out dere. go check it out at www.freewebs.com/threewisdom
and tell me what to do more.
Thanks!
[i'd be adding that classweb as a link]
spilt it.
i had tried making a class web sometime early this year and kinda gave up and left it there to rust.. so bored today so i tried fixing it up a little more. but man! i dont know what to do with it! so just erm... referred to onewisdom's web and made it like that xD
and now i have got to get hold of our namelist!!! shall go dig it out of teacher's table on monday.
the web is so darn blank now with like... NOTHING inside... i really need help from some of you out dere. go check it out at www.freewebs.com/threewisdom
and tell me what to do more.
Thanks!
[i'd be adding that classweb as a link]
spilt it.
金曜日, 4月 15, 2005
Nyaa[friday]
Today's the last day to hand in that Nyaa [National youth achievement award] form and i was still not sure about what to fill in! For skill developement i most definately want to learn guitar!!! But my mom told me no! *cries* says that we dont have a guitar and cant find the person to teach. *sobs*
and i so wanted to learn ice skating for the physical thing... but ah.. same prob... so well, took up err....... bowling... -.- not saying that i dont like it or anything. just saying that i want something with more movement and action.
well anyways, went to try out bowling today after huahui. mom brought me to orchard country club [yishun] with her frend to teach me.
said that i was quite "talented". well, at least i was improving.. ALOT. from drains to strikes!
and i am so gonna guarantee myself to sleep like the dead for very very very very long.
spilt it.
and i so wanted to learn ice skating for the physical thing... but ah.. same prob... so well, took up err....... bowling... -.- not saying that i dont like it or anything. just saying that i want something with more movement and action.
well anyways, went to try out bowling today after huahui. mom brought me to orchard country club [yishun] with her frend to teach me.
said that i was quite "talented". well, at least i was improving.. ALOT. from drains to strikes!
and i am so gonna guarantee myself to sleep like the dead for very very very very long.
spilt it.
木曜日, 4月 14, 2005
Hah![thursday]
man, that friendster blog got me starting this blog here. I thought that i should give it a try after so long. Thought it would be fun doing the html. Came here and i see things that i have no idea what they are! man! cant it be the RAW html that im used to? Argh. i'll leave the html part for later then, shall just... erm.. post on this plain blog and try out to see how i think of blogging. =)
help with layout of blog would be greatly appreciated
thanks =)
help with layout of blog would be greatly appreciated
thanks =)
